2:58am
…and I’m thinking of you
Thinking of the possibilities, maybe
I really want to do things right
Afraid of doing something wrong
Reading these books so I don’t fuck it up this time
Finding out that the “rules” are making me insane
3:09am
Obsessing if I am pushing you away rather than drawing you near
I’m obsessing over wanting things to work because I think I like you
Yet not really giving myself a full chance to allow myself to even know if it’s you I want!
3:21am
Overanalyzing is truly bad for the soul
Realizing maybe these books aren’t really helping,
Like to text or not to text?
To act uninterested or shy?
“Don’t call him, let him call you?”
“Play hard to get! Then you get him” kind of books.
Bullshit.
3:45am
I’m seeing that at the right time, and the right man. No matter the circumstance
It will work out… Well unless you start whoring yourself or make it to easy. Wait!
3:00am madness.
Can’t even finish a positive damn thought without feeding into the poison.
Maybe I should just sleep.
3:59am.
-V.
#writing101
I am V. 
I also feel bookish formulae fall short of(in) life 🙂
Love and light ❤
Anand 🙂
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I hope so!! The wheels are definitely spinning!
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I like it – you certainly made me relive the late night/early morning madness of (maybe) being in love. And I think using the time as separators is a brilliant idea 🙂
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It is madness for real! Everyone has advice on what to do. Books everywhere, social media Mavericks, you name it. Thank you!!
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No advice here -just remember to eat your spinach!
ShiraDest
29 November 12015 HE
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I’m up at 3am thinking about life. Seems like everyone goes through this
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Everyone!!! It’s 3am where you are now?
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